missing the man u with ronaldo

time flies, it is about two weeks from the day i step out of the country, travelling far to an unknown place..

everything has been really good here, except i will always think of the things i used to do back in malaysia..reading the star every morning, driving my kenari for breakfast, open up the the food my mum left for us for breakfast, and all other stuffs..it is not easy to learn to really put these things behind, i am trying to get used to the life here, but no matter how hard i try it will appear naturally, and i know it is just 14 days upon my days of arrival, it is not even a month, 2 months, one semester or one year..

i havent been through spring, summer, autumn and winter..i havent experinced snowing..i only manage to take some photos, which everyone did here..eat the pastas and kebab..drink spezi or leitungwasser..not much, and it is all under my fingers if i were to count..i guess it just was not the time to talk about being here for a long time..it is just the starting..a whole long way to go..

sometimes it feels so nice when i can have something to imagine about the place i am bound to go, karlsruhe..
sometimes i wonder can i cope with the studies here..
since everything will not be the same again and i cannot be that lazy anymore
it is time to brush up things and ignite the engine..
it is time to start fighting, again..

decision has been made and i have to stick to it, musnt i? it is the place i have always wanted to study..
and i really like the place, really..but none of you could share with me how i feel..coz i really want you here to see it, to experience it..

seeing it all alone doesnt make me feel good, how i wish you were here..
when i need somebody to talk to..
when you know me the best..
when i can always see the smile on your face
whenever i look at you..
 it is always a pleasure,
to be able to share everything with you..

thank you, once again..
without you, i will not have walked this far..

the road it long and tiring..
what makes it special,
is the warmness you feel when you walk along
sightseeing can be a very adventures thing to do
when we know how to see
how to feel it with our hearts..

i will always remember you.